Jesus - Look at me
I'm a pathetic idiot
Caught up in trying
To feel good
Hoping something right
Comes from something wrong
Father God - I'm sorry
I've heard Your voice of Wisdom
And chosen my comfort
Over Your Joy
My small victories
Over your Peace
My control
Over your
Love and Forgiveness
Jesus - I love You and
I know You Love me because
You are still with me
Because You continue
To want the best
For me
Father - For some reason
I'm still alive
Although many questions
Can be conceived
That fact remains
I am bored and frustrated
Purposeless
In all my experience
I live a life of good deeds
Championing the underdog
Fighting the good fight
To what end?
Father - I want to die
To leave the cesspool of
Shallow desires
Cover-ups for pain
Trying to feel good
But I'm still alive
The dream - nightmare
Won't end
Jesus - Help me stop
Stumbling from
Circumstances to circumstance
Noodle on noodle
Until my path resembles
A bowl of spaghetti
Father - Thank you for Forgiveness
You made the Way
For me to begin again
I don't care about
Forgiving myself
Tired excuses for
Wrong choices is
What's got me
In this mess
I do care that
You Forgive me and
Separate my past
From my present
And future
In Your heart
- And I know You do because
I know you Care for me
Jesus - I remember how You've
Treated me
Always Loving and Gracious
Kind and Truthful
Jesus - You are my Friend
Close to me
Even now
Even now
Jesus - I am ready
For your simplicity
And You said:
Love God with my whole being
Love my neighbor as myself
And My Command is:
Love one another... Giving, Sacrificial – Love.
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